Showing posts with label Dealing with heartbreak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dealing with heartbreak. Show all posts

Monday, September 23, 2024

How to Get Over a Breakup and Ways to Deal When You’re Hurting

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 Breakups are not just the end of a relationship. They are the end of shared dreams, late-night talks, deep emotions, and all those little routines that became part of everyday life. When someone we love walks away—or forces us to walk away—it doesn’t just hurt, it shakes our heart, our self-worth, and sometimes even our identity.

I didn’t expect it to hurt this much. I thought I was strong, but love makes you soft in places you didn’t even know existed. I valued someone so much, I put their needs above my own. And when the relationship started falling apart, my first instinct was to fix it—even if I was the only one trying. But sometimes, no matter how much you give, you are still left feeling like you’re not enough. That’s when it hits you: maybe love should never feel like a one-sided fight.

Letting go wasn’t easy. It wasn’t like one day I woke up and everything was okay. It was a slow, painful journey of accepting the truth, breaking the emotional addiction, and trying to remember who I was before I loved him. This is how I dealt with the heartbreak, the loneliness, and the emptiness that followed.


How to Get Over a Breakup and Ways to Deal When You’re Hurting

The Pain of Letting Go

At first, I didn’t want to accept it was over. I kept going back to every memory, every little moment we shared, asking myself if I could’ve done something different. I wasn’t ready to give up. I wanted to fix it, even though deep down, I knew I was the only one holding everything together. That’s what love does when you care deeply—it makes you want to save the relationship, even when it’s hurting you.
The hardest emotions were the ones I couldn’t explain. I felt lonely, rejected, confused, and scared of a future without him. I missed the connection, the talks, the feeling of being emotionally close to someone. I wasn’t just missing a person—I was missing the version of me that existed when I felt loved by him. And that loss was deeper than anything else.
But something inside me also knew: staying in pain, waiting for someone to care, would only break me further. So, I made a choice. I chose myself. I walked away—not because I stopped loving him, but because I started loving myself more than I ever had before.

How I Faced My Emotions and Found Support

The nights were the hardest. Everything felt quiet, and my mind would go back to old memories. I’d cry, sometimes without a reason—just because my heart felt too heavy. There were days I didn’t want to talk to anyone, and days I wanted to scream everything out. But I didn’t bottle it up. I allowed myself to feel everything fully.
I leaned on the people who truly cared. I shared my pain with close friends who didn’t judge me. They didn’t rush my healing or ask me to "move on." They just listened. They hugged me when I cried. They stayed by my side in silence when words weren’t enough. That support meant everything to me. It reminded me that even when someone walks out of your life, there are still people who will stay, who see your worth even when you don’t.
I also made peace with the idea that healing isn’t fast. It doesn’t come with a deadline. I let myself rest. I didn’t force myself to be happy. I took it one hour, one day at a time.

The Journey of Healing: What Helped Me Move Forward

Healing didn’t come from one big change. It came from the small, quiet things I did for myself every day. Things that seemed simple, but slowly helped me breathe again. I started by taking care of myself in ways I had forgotten. I cleaned my room, took care of my skin, and watered my plants. I spent time in silence, in nature, and with people who made me feel safe.
I also changed my environment. I avoided songs, movies, or places that reminded me of him. Not because I wanted to erase the past, but because I wanted to stop hurting myself with it. I chose long drives to clear my mind, cooked food I loved, and focused on creating peaceful moments for myself.
And most importantly, I stopped checking on him. Yes, at first I wanted to see what he was doing, who he was talking to, and whether he missed me. But I realized that healing starts when you stop reopening the wounds. So I didn’t block him, but I did block myself from going back. I trained my heart to not look, not wait, and not wonder.
Every day I choose myself again. And slowly, I started feeling free.

Redefining Myself After the Breakup

When the relationship ended, it felt like I lost a part of myself. So much of my time, energy, and emotions were tied to him that I forgot who I was without him. I had to rediscover my own identity—the me that existed before the pain, and the new version of me that was still growing through it.
I started asking myself what I love. Not what we loved as a couple, but what made me feel alive. I found joy in the little things—quiet mornings, deep conversations with friends, writing, and just being with myself without feeling lonely. I reminded myself that my happiness should never depend on someone else’s presence.
I learned that I am not “someone’s partner.” I am me—a whole person with a kind heart, deep emotions, and the power to rebuild even after breaking down. That realization changed everything. I stopped waiting for someone to complete me. I decided to love myself completely instead.

Choosing Peace Over the Past

Even now, there are moments when memories come back. Sometimes I still miss the person I thought he was. But I’ve learned to stop living in the past. When sadness tries to creep in, I focus on the present. I go for a walk. I read a book. I talk to a friend. I do something that reminds me I’m still alive, still growing, and still healing.
I don’t wish anything had happened differently. Because even the pain had a purpose. It showed me what I deserve. It taught me how strong I am. It helped me love myself more than I ever did before. I wouldn’t be who I am today if I didn’t go through that heartbreak.
So no, I don’t look back with regret. I look forward with hope. I choose peace over pain. I choose growth over guilt. And most of all, I choose me—every single time.

From Broken to Blooming

Healing from a breakup is not about forgetting the love you gave. It’s about remembering your strength, your softness, and your worth. It’s about realizing that even when someone doesn’t choose you, you can still choose yourself.
If you’re going through heartbreak, I want you to know—it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to feel lost, and it’s okay to take time. You’re not behind. You’re not weak. You are just healing. And healing is brave.
One day, you’ll wake up and your heart won’t feel so heavy. The pain won’t control your every thought. You’ll look at yourself and feel proud—not because it didn’t hurt, but because you didn’t let it stop you from growing.
You are not broken. You are blooming.





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Monday, July 29, 2024

Healing After a Breakup: Steps to Rebuild Your Life

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 What is a breakup? An end of any relationship? For me, it was more than just an ending—it was a wave of emotions I wasn’t prepared for. At first, I told myself I would be fine, I was continuously crying and was unable to control my emotions, and started to blame myself, but as days passed, the reality of the loss settled in. Even though we parted on good terms, the routine I was so used to was gone, leaving behind a strange emptiness.

Moving on wasn’t a straight path. Some days, I felt strong, and other days, memories pulled me back into sadness, end of laughter, end of promises, end of deep talks, but as time passed, I learned to accept the pain instead of running from it. Heartbreak, though painful, became a teacher. It showed me how resilient I was, helped me understand emotions more deeply, and gave me valuable lessons about love, loss, and personal growth. I realized that healing doesn’t mean forgetting but rather learning to live with the memories in a way that doesn’t hurt. Slowly, I started focusing on myself, rediscovering the things I once loved but had set aside. With time, I found joy in my own company, and the pain that once felt unbearable became just a part of my story, not my whole identity.


Why Are Heartbreaks Painful?

Heartbreak feels painful because your brain reacts to it the same way it does to physical pain. When you lose someone you love, your brain’s pain center becomes active, making the emotional pain feel real, almost like an actual injury. This is why heartbreak can cause headaches, chest pain, loss of appetite, and even trouble sleeping. Sometimes it feels like pain in the heart as well, but in reality, there is nothing over there.
Beyond the physical effects, heartbreak is also painful because it breaks the deep emotional bond you had with someone. And the trust you put on someone, Love creates a strong attachment, and when that connection is suddenly gone, your brain struggles to adjust. In my view, we become addicted to that person. Studies show that going through a breakup can feel similar to withdrawal from an addiction. Just like a person quitting a habit, you may experience mood swings, anxiety, and a strong urge to reconnect with your ex, even if you know it’s not the best idea. 
The sudden emptiness after a breakup can also lead to loneliness, sadness, and self-doubt. You keep questioning your self-worth or feel lost without the person who was once an important part of your life. But it’s important to remember that this pain is a natural response to loss. Instead of fighting your emotions, allowing yourself to grieve and heal with patience and self-care can help you move forward more healthily.

Steps to Heal and Move On:


Healing After a Breakup Steps to Rebuild Your Life


 1. Stop Blaming Yourself:

We humans, after any loss or difficulty, normally blame ourselves. The same goes for the breakup; you might keep thinking about what you did wrong or how you could have saved the relationship. These thoughts can make you feel stuck, like everything was your fault. But the truth is, a relationship involves two people, and its success or failure is never because of just one person. Holding onto guilt will only make it harder to heal and move forward.
I remember feeling the same way when my relationship ended. I kept asking myself if I had done enough, if I had made mistakes that caused the breakup. I thought that things would have worked out if I had acted differently. But over time, I realized that it wasn’t all my fault. Some relationships simply don’t last, no matter how much effort you put in. When I stopped blaming myself, I started to see my own worth again.
Instead of focusing on the past, I started to learn from my experience. I explained myself every time whenever a question popped up. Soon I understood what I needed in a relationship and how I could grow as a person. If you are blaming yourself, try to be kind to yourself. A breakup is not just one person’s mistake—it happens for many reasons. Let go of guilt, learn from the past, and move forward with self-love.

2. Keep Yourself Busy:

It’s easy to sit alone and think about the past. You feel like empty and doing nothing, just lying in bed and remembering all the good times. But staying stuck in those thoughts will only make the pain last longer. Keeping yourself busy can help you heal. When your mind is focused on other things, you won’t have as much time to overthink or feel sad all the time. It doesn’t mean you have to ignore your feelings, but having a routine filled with positive activities can make a big difference in your healing process.
When I went through a breakup, I felt lost at first. I didn’t want to do anything, and everything reminded me of my past relationship. Even simple things like hearing a song or passing by a place we used to visit would bring back memories. At first, I let myself stay in that sadness, but I knew I couldn’t stay stuck forever. So, I decided to fill my days with activities to keep my mind occupied. I started reading every morning, something I always enjoyed but never had time for before. In the afternoons, I would go for a walk, listening to music or a podcast. In the evenings, I made plans to meet friends or watch a new show. These little things gave my days structure and slowly helped me feel normal again.
I decided to join a fitness class. Exercising every day gave me something to look forward to and made me feel stronger, both physically and mentally. At first, I forced myself to go, but over time, I actually started enjoying it. It was a reminder that I could take care of myself and focus on my own growth. Doing things you love can really help. Try exercising, picking up a hobby, or spending time with people who make you happy. It’s okay to feel sad sometimes, but don’t let it take over your life. The more you stay active and focus on yourself, the faster you will heal and move forward.

3. Rely on Your Network of Support:

Even when you have family and friends around, heartbreak can make you feel completely alone. You might think that no one understands what you’re going through or that talking about it too much will annoy people. But the truth is, your loved ones want to help you.
At first, I was scared to share my pain because I thought people would see me as "too emotional." But when I finally opened up, I realized that my family and friends were happy to support me. They reminded me that I was loved, I deserve a better life, I should be loved, listened to without judgment, and given advice when I needed it.
During this time, try to spend time with people who make you feel good. Whether it’s having deep conversations, watching movies together, or just sitting in silence, being around those who truly care about you can help you heal.

4. Put Self-Care First:

Heartbreak doesn’t just hurt your emotions—it also affects your body. On my worst days, I barely ate, couldn’t sleep well, and had no energy to exercise. But I realized that taking care of my body was just as important as healing my heart.
I started making small changes. Even when I didn’t feel like it, I went for a walk. Instead of eating too much junk food, I chose healthy meals that made me feel better in the long run. I also made sure to rest properly. These little steps helped me feel stronger and more in control of my life. Even when my friends planned for a trip, I went with them, which played a main role in healing.
Self-care isn’t just about staying healthy—it’s also about doing things that make you happy. Maybe that means taking a long shower, painting, dancing, or reading a good book. Whatever brings you joy, do more of it.

5. Rediscover Your Interests:

In relationships, we often make small sacrifices without realizing it. Maybe you stopped doing a hobby because your ex wasn’t interested, or you spent so much time together that you forgot about your own passions. Now is the time to take back those parts of yourself.
After my breakup, I felt a space in my life. The time I used to spend with my ex now feels lonely and difficult. But then I asked myself, What did I love doing before this relationship? I started painting again after years of ignoring it. I picked up books that had been sitting on my shelf for too long. Slowly, I started enjoying my own company. I started listening to music but not sad music, only the fun music.
Think about what you used to love before your relationship, or try something completely new. Maybe take a dance class, learn a new language, or visit a place you’ve always wanted to see. This isn’t just a way to pass time—it’s a way to rediscover yourself and build a happy, fulfilling life on your own.

6. Seek Professional Help:

Sometimes, a breakup feels too heavy to handle alone. If your sadness doesn’t go away or starts affecting your daily life—like your job, health, or relationships—it might be time to get professional help.
There is nothing wrong with going to therapy. In fact, it’s one of the best things you can do for yourself. A therapist can help you understand your emotions, break unhealthy thought patterns, and find better ways to cope. I know people who were afraid to try therapy because they thought they should be able to handle things alone. But once they started, they realized how much it helped them heal and grow.
Even if therapy doesn’t feel right for you, there are other ways to get support. You can read books about self-love and healing, try guided meditation, or join support groups where you can talk to others going through the same thing.

7. Avoid rebound relationships:

It can be tempting to start dating someone new right away, especially if you feel lonely or need validation. I have seen others do this, and I have done it myself. At first, it feels like a good distraction, but in reality, a rebound relationship doesn’t truly heal the pain. It might help for a little while, but it doesn’t fix the deeper hurt.
When I was heartbroken, I told myself that finding someone new would make me feel better. And for a short time, it did. The excitement and attention made me feel like I was in control again. But deep down, I knew I wasn’t emotionally ready. In the end, the pain I had ignored came back.
Instead of rushing into a new relationship, take time to heal. Learn to be comfortable being alone and enjoy your own company. A new relationship should not be a way to fill an emptiness inside you—it should come from a place of happiness and self-love.



Healing After a Breakup Steps to Rebuild Your Life


Moving Forward:

There is no direct and easy way to heal. Some days, you will feel strong and independent, while other days, the pain may return. But as long as you keep moving forward, even in small ways, you are healing. Healing isn’t about forgetting the past; it’s about learning from it and growing stronger.
Remember, your worth is not based on your past relationships. Just because someone left doesn’t mean you are less valuable. You are whole, even on your own. The love and care you once gave to someone else can now be given to yourself.
This breakup is not the end of your story—it’s the start of a new chapter. One day, when you look back, you’ll see that this pain helped you grow into a stronger and happier version of yourself. With time, you will realize that life has new opportunities waiting for you, and your heart will heal in ways you never imagined.




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