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Monday, September 23, 2024

Things I'd Tell My Younger Self: 30 Lessons on Love, Life, and Growth

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 In retrospect, I see how much life has taught me, sometimes subtly, and other times via unexpected hardships.  If I had known what I do now, there were times when I could have saved myself unnecessary suffering, heartache, and self-doubt.  I used to think I had endless time to solve problems, but time flies by and mistakes teach you lessons before you ever realize they exist.  Even though I can't change the past, I've discovered that thinking back on it may help create a better future.  I would have a lot to say to my younger self if I could sit down with her. I would caution her, reassure her, and share lessons learned from mistakes, love, and personal development.

I recall doubting my value in friendships that would never survive and remaining in emotionally draining circumstances because I was too scared of change.  I've discovered the hard way that it's acceptable if not everyone is destined to remain.  Losing is sometimes necessary for growth, and leaving doesn't imply failure; rather, it signifies self-choice.  I would warn my younger self that settling for less than what you deserve just postpones your happiness, and that self-respect is something that cannot be compromised.

I'll be sharing thirty things I would have told my younger self in the paragraphs that follow.  These are not only teachings; they are pearls of wisdom molded by my personal experiences, including the epiphanies that came late at night, the painful errors, and the triumphs that I almost missed.  These realities serve as a reminder that self-compassion, development, and healing are always achievable, even though I wish I had understood them sooner.  You can change the course of your life at any point.


Things I'd Tell My Younger Self 30 Lessons on Love, Life, and Growth


1. Regardless matter what anyone may think, you are enough on your own.  I used to feel like I had to go out of my way to prove myself to others to gain acceptance.  In actuality, though, you don't need to defend your worth.  To be worthwhile, you don't have to conform to anyone's expectations or look for approval.  Being confident comes from realizing your own strengths rather than from trying to win others over.  I experienced true inner peace the minute I gave up trying to impress everyone.  Without you needing to persuade them, the proper individuals will see your value.

2. The foundation of everything in life is self-love.  I used to believe that putting my wants first would make me come out as self-centered and that doing so was selfish.  However, I discovered that taking care of oneself isn't the same as abandoning other people; rather, it's about ensuring that you're entire before releasing fragments of yourself.  Priority should always be given to mental and emotional health.  I once exhausted myself in an attempt to please everyone, only to feel empty in the end.  I now see that prioritizing my own health is not selfish; rather, it is essential.  An empty cup cannot be used to pour.

3. Learn to set boundaries with people, whether they are friends, family, or coworkers.  I used to find it difficult to say no because I was worried that others would reject me if I established limits.  However, I came to see that limits only serve to weed out individuals who don't respect you; they don't drive away the proper people.  Setting boundaries is an act of self-respect, whether it's avoiding poisonous talks or leaving taxing relationships.  Sometimes I allowed others to take more from me than I was prepared to offer, and I ended up being the one who was worn out.  I now understand that establishing boundaries is about keeping my peace, not about excluding others.

4. Usually, your instincts are right.  I can't even begin to count how many times I disregarded my intuition only to come to regret it.  I had a tendency to doubt myself, whether it was because of friendships that didn't seem right, chances that were too good to be true, or circumstances when something just didn't seem right.  However, my intuition has always led me in the correct direction when I have trusted it.  That bad feeling you experience isn't a coincidence; it's a warning from your inner knowledge.  Have faith.  Your intuition gets stronger the more you pay attention to it.

5. You don't have to win them over all the time.  At one point in my life, I believed that the best way to keep relationships going was to be agreeable.  To avoid controversy or to please other people, I would agree to do things that I didn't want to do.  However, I eventually came to the conclusion that it is draining and unsatisfying to always attempt to please others.  Saying "no" does not imply selfishness or rudeness.  It indicates that you value yourself enough to put your needs first.  Your decisions will be respected and understood by those who genuinely care about you.

6. Don't be afraid of failure.  Failure used to be interpreted by me as an indication that I was unworthy or incapable.  I let my fear of failing keep me from taking chances and seizing opportunities that I secretly desired.  Failure, however, is a necessary component of the process and not the antithesis of achievement.  Every setback I've had has taught me something worthwhile, and frequently, the things that seemed like the biggest letdowns resulted in unanticipated personal development.  If I could give one piece of advice to my younger self, it would be to attempt despite your fear of failure.

7. Although it might be challenging, letting go of people, things, or feelings that no longer serve you is crucial for personal growth.  Because I believed that history alone justified their continued presence in my life, I maintained several friendships for far longer than I should have.  I held on to my past errors, mentally reliving them as though I could change how things turned out.  However, clinging to the things that make you feel heavy just makes progress more difficult.  Letting go indicates that you're creating space for better things, not that you're giving up.

8. Decide who you want to share personal information with.  Not everyone deserves access to your emotions, and not everyone will be sensitive to your vulnerability.  I've erred by presuming that folks who appear kind would always have good intentions and have trusted them too early.  However, trust must be earned rather than bestowed.  I discovered that while some listen to understand, others listen only to pass judgment.  Think carefully about who you confide in.  Keep your heart safe, but avoid letting past betrayals keep you from making real connections.  Your confidence will be respected by the proper individuals.

9. You will experience heartbreak; it will be painful, but it won't kill you.  When I had my first true heartbreak, I believed that the suffering would never stop and that I would always be depressed.  Even when you feel like you can't, time passes.  I wondered whether I would ever feel complete again since the days were heavy.  However, in retrospect, I can see how each tragedy molded me, strengthened my fortitude, and gave me knowledge that I otherwise would not have had.  You will weep and feel lost, but you will also get better.  You will get better, no matter how damaged you feel.  And you'll discover that your heart is more resilient than you ever thought.

10. Not everyone you meet is meant to be in your life.  I used to believe that all important connections and close friendships were destined to endure a lifetime, but that isn't how reality operates.  People change, situations evolve, and sometimes it's better to accept that certain chapters are intended to end.  I struggled to maintain certain connections that were obviously deteriorating, and it just made things worse.  I've discovered that letting go just indicates that the connection's function in your life has been achieved, not that it was pointless.  Be thankful for the time you spent together rather than lamenting the loss.  It's OK for some folks to simply be passing through.

11. Even when you are in love, never forget who you are.  Making someone else the focus of your universe while gradually losing touch with yourself is simple when you're in a relationship.  I've been there before—foregoing interests, disregarding friendships, and changing who I am to fit what I believe the other person desires.  But you shouldn't ever have to compromise for love.  Relationships where both partners support one another's development—rather than combining into one identity—are the healthiest.  Keep in touch with the things that define who you are.  Never allow love to cause you to lose sight of who you are; instead, pursue your hobbies and friendships.

12. You don't have to look for love.  I felt that I needed someone to complete me, therefore, I wasted too much time looking for love in unsuitable areas.  However, settling is the result of desperation, and pursuing love frequently leads to the wrong kinds of partnerships.  The most romantic tales unfold organically.  When you don't push them, the proper individuals will find their way into your life and stay without your pleading.  Love will find you when the moment is right if you concentrate on being the best version of yourself.

13. Being alone has its advantages.  I used to be afraid of isolation because I believed that it equaled loneliness.  To avoid facing myself, I surrounded myself with people even when I didn't genuinely like their company and occupied my time with diversions.  But if you allow it, solitude may be one of life's most potent sensations.  You really get to know yourself, your ideas, your ambitions, and your dreams, when you are by yourself.  Accept it rather than be afraid of it.  Spend time with yourself, discover your happiness, and realize that loneliness does not equate to inadequacy.  It indicates that you are complete on your own.

14. Maintaining your mental health is just as important as your physical health.  I used to think I was OK as long as I was physically well.  However, if left untreated, mental wounds may be just as harmful as physical ones.  There were moments when I forced myself to ignore my melancholy, push through tension, and act as though nothing was wrong.  However, repressing feelings just slows the healing process; it doesn't make them go away.  Never be afraid to ask for assistance when you need it.  Setting your emotional health as a top priority is essential, not optional, and may be achieved through counseling, talking to friends, or just letting yourself feel.

15. Stop striving to be flawless, either for yourself or for other people.  I used to have irrational expectations of myself, always aiming for perfection, believing that everything would work itself out if I could just be perfect.  Perfection, however, is a myth.  Nobody knows everything, and striving for an impossible ideal will only make you frustrated.  The same is true of how you perceive other people.  I've discovered that expecting others to be flawless only results in disappointment.  Everything is real because humans are imperfect and life is chaotic.  Accept the flaws since they are what give life and love their true beauty.

16. By contrast, Joy is stolen. I used to wonder why people seemed happier, why their lives were more organized, or why they accomplished things more quickly. It was made worse by social media, which gave me highlight reels that made me feel as though my own life was lacking. However, I've discovered that comparing is a never-ending trap since there will always be someone better than you in some manner. Pay attention to your development rather than always comparing yourself to others. The version of yourself from yesterday is the only person you should compete against. Everybody is on their own schedule, so it doesn't imply you've failed if someone else hits a milestone before you. Honor your path, have faith that you are just where you should be, and never forget that contentment originates from inside rather than from how you compare to other people.

17. Never assume that people understand your feelings or thoughts.  Sometimes I thought that others would "know" when I was angry or would know what I needed without my having to express it.  However, nobody can read minds.  I was simply frustrated and disappointed when I suppressed my emotions in hopes that someone would notice.  I've discovered that communication is crucial.  Speak out if something is upsetting you.  Make a request if you need something.  Unspoken expectations cause hurt, and assumptions result in needless misunderstandings.  Be straightforward in your interactions with friends, family, and partners since being honest with one another may save a great deal of needless suffering.

18. Forgiveness does not mean you have to overlook what someone did, even if it may seem freeing.  I used to believe that pretending nothing occurred was the only way to forgive, but it just made the hurtful patterns continue.  Forgiveness is not about justifying someone else's behavior; rather, it is about releasing oneself from the burden of bitterness.  It doesn't mean you have to trust them or let them back into your life.  As an alternative, learn from the experience, set limits, and safeguard yourself from future harm.  Forgiveness is something you must do for yourself in order to heal, move on, and find peace, even if some individuals may never say sorry and you might never find closure.

19. Although it's common to make errors, you should take ownership of them.  I used to be scared to own up to my mistakes, as though doing so would show weakness.  However, evading accountability simply makes the issue worse.  Acknowledging your mistakes, figuring out what went wrong, and trying to improve are the first steps toward growth.  Those who own up to their errors and grow from them are the strongest individuals, not those who never make them.  No one gets through life without messing up, but what defines you is how you handle it.  When necessary, offer an apology, change your direction, and proceed with the knowledge you have acquired.

20. An issue won't change if you think about it too much.  I've had restless nights attempting to influence uncontrollable occurrences by overanalyzing circumstances and reenacting every scenario.  Overanalyzing merely increases worry and makes the issue seem more serious than it is; it doesn't fix anything.  Action is necessary for certain things in life, while faith is necessary for others.  Do what you can, make your choice, and then let go.  Even when it doesn't seem like it at the time, life has a way of working itself out as it should.  Take things one step at a time; you don't have to know everything at once.

21. What other people think of you doesn't define your value.  I used to allow other people's opinions shape my own perception of myself by giving them a lot of weight.  But your value is determined by no one else.  Opinions will always exist, and occasionally they will be unjust, cruel, or wholly incorrect.  You will lose yourself if you spend your life attempting to satisfy everyone.  Your value is determined by your self-perception, your behavior toward others, and the type of person you choose to be.  Don’t let someone else's perspective of you make you doubt your self-worth.

22. Loving isn't always easy.  Although love is lovely, it's also difficult, messy, and demands work.  I once believed that if love was meant to be, it wouldn't need effort and should always seem effortless.  However, true love is about choosing each other through difficult times, not about being flawless all the time.  It's about working together to overcome obstacles, communicating, and making concessions.  Disagreements, difficult days, and times when love seems like labor will all occur.  But it's real because of it.  Although there will always be difficulties in a relationship, the ideal one is one in which both partners are prepared to support one another through them.

23. Feeling vulnerable, unhappy, or crying is not a sign of weakness.  I used to suppress my feelings because I thought that being strong meant not expressing suffering.  However, ignoring it simply made matters worse.  Being strong is allowing yourself to feel, to break down if necessary, and to accept your feelings without feeling guilty. It is not about acting as though you're okay when you're not.  Feeling overwhelmed, crying, or expressing despair are all natural human emotions.  Those who confront their emotions rather than avoiding them are the strongest.  Being vulnerable is one of the most powerful things you can embrace; it is not a weakness.

24. It may be hard to say goodbye, but sometimes it's necessary. I have occasionally held onto friendships and relationships long after they had ended because I was worried about the void they could leave behind. I clung to it. I missed it, because I was afraid of being alone, and because I thought things would get back to normal. However, I've discovered that certain farewells are essential for development and that not everyone is destined to remain forever. Letting go is a kind of self-care, regardless of whether it's a toxic friendship, a job that drains you, or a version of yourself that no longer fits. Saying goodbye is creating room for fresh beginnings, not forgetting the happy times or downplaying the influence something has on your life.  The tranquility that follows will also help you understand why it was necessary, even if it may sting now.

25. No matter how hard you try, you can't please everyone. I used to put a lot of effort into wanting to fit in and be liked, going to great lengths to do so. I would modify aspects of myself to win acceptance, agree with things I didn't believe in just to avoid controversy, and say yes when I wanted to say no. However, someone would always find a way to criticize, misinterpret, or condemn me regardless of what I accomplished. I realized that it's acceptable if I don't appeal to everyone. I like myself, and that's what counts. I began concentrating on being truthful, kind, and loyal to who I am rather than looking for approval from others.  Those that don't like you were never supposed to be in your life, and the appropriate people will value you for who you truly are.

26. It takes time to develop.  When I didn't see results right away, whether in relationships, work goals, or personal development, I used to become irritated.  When things took longer than expected, I wondered whether I was doing something wrong.  However, growth is a process that takes time.  It occurs in tiny, frequently imperceptible ways.  It is found in the lessons learned from errors, the silent times spent introspecting, and the consistent advancement that may not seem like advancement at all.  It doesn't follow that the changes aren't occurring just because you can't see them right away.  Be patient with yourself, have faith in the process, and keep in mind that real progress takes time.

27. You are solely responsible for your pleasure.  I once thought that contentment would arrive when I accomplished a certain objective, found the appropriate partner, or felt as though my life was "perfect."  However, no accomplishment, individual, or situation can ensure enduring happiness.  Appreciating what you have, embracing who you are, and finding delight in the here and now are the sources of true satisfaction.  Temporary exhilaration from outside sources won't keep you going.  Discover how to create pleasure in the little things, in your everyday life, and in the attitude you choose.  Your satisfaction is entirely your responsibility.

28. Learn to appreciate and cherish your body.  I was my own harshest critic for years, constantly pointing out my perceived shortcomings and feeling inadequate.  I punished myself for not appearing a certain way by comparing myself to unattainable beauty standards.  But as time went on, I came to understand that my body is more than simply a point of criticism; it is how I navigate life.  It enables me to move, experience adventure, and fall in love.  It is worthy of love, attention, and admiration rather than unrelenting self-criticism.  It took me some time to learn to love and appreciate my body, but the more I concentrated on its benefits rather than its appearance, the more at ease I became with it.  Give your body the respect it merits.  You will never have another one like that.

29. A choice is not something you have to stick with forever just because you made it once.  I used to feel bad about changing my views because I thought it was a sign of failure or inconsistency.  However, as I matured, I realized that changing objectives and viewpoints are a natural part of life.  It's acceptable that you are not the same person you were five years ago.  It's OK to make a different decision when you see that something no longer suits you, whether it be switching careers, ending a committed relationship, or relocating to a different place.  You are fluid, and so is life.  Allow yourself to change course, to reevaluate, and to make new decisions that are in line with who you are becoming.

30. No matter how hard life seems at times, have confidence that everything will work out.  At times when everything seemed unknown and overwhelming, I doubted that I could overcome adversity.  But in retrospect, I can see that every difficult time went by and that I learned something important from each one.  Even the darkest nights ultimately give way to daylight, and pain and difficulties are transient.  Keep going despite how difficult things feel at the moment.  Have faith that better times are coming, that you are more resilient than you realize, and that life will work itself out just the way it should.

In the end, life is a journey filled with lessons, many of which are prompted by mistakes and setbacks.  I would advise my younger self to have faith that everything would turn out as it should if I could talk to her again.  I would tell her to love herself fully, to accept the periods of uncertainty, and to enjoy the experience.  These thirty lessons provide a roadmap for living a resilient, self-compassionate, and purposeful life—one that is characterized by development, wisdom, and the fortitude to keep going rather than by perfection.






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Sunday, August 4, 2024

Lovesickness: Understanding the Symptoms and Finding Solutions

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 What is Lovesickness? Lovesickness is a powerful feeling that many of us experience when we're deeply in love or have intense emotions for someone. For me, as a person who feels emotions very strongly, this feeling can be all-consuming. Once I develop feelings for someone, it’s easy for me to become attached, sometimes even addicted to the idea of them. This emotional rollercoaster often brings both moments of joy and sadness, the moment you don't forget, and the moments with a feeling of fear of losing, making it feel like we can't think about anything else. In this article, we will explore the different signs of lovesickness, what causes these intense feelings, and how to manage them when they overwhelm us. If you've ever found yourself caught up in these feelings, you're not alone. Let’s dive into understanding lovesickness and finding ways to cope with it.


Lovesickness Understanding the Symptoms and Finding Solutions

Symptoms of Lovesickness:

For me, Lovesickness isn’t just about being in love with someone; it can also happen when you form a strong emotional bond with anyone you deeply value, whether it’s a best friend, a close friend, or even someone you admire. For me, being emotionally attached to someone isn’t just a casual feeling – it becomes a big part of my life. Once I get attached, I feel like I’m completely involved in their world, and I crave being around them, talking with them, and just enjoying their company. These moments make me feel really happy, as if everything is right in the world. When I spend time with that person, it feels like nothing else matters, and I feel content.
However, as much as I enjoy those moments, other feelings come with being emotionally attached, and they are not always as pleasant. One of the most overwhelming things I experience is jealousy. When I see the person I care about spending time with others, it feels like something inside me breaks. Even though I know it’s perfectly normal for them to have other relationships, that jealousy creeps in, and I can’t help but feel hurt. The more I care for them, the more intense this feeling becomes.
Along with jealousy, I also feel upset, sometimes over the smallest things that others might not even notice. For example, if they’re distracted when I’m talking to them or don’t seem as excited to see me, it can leave me feeling rejected or unnoticed. These feelings of insecurity grow stronger when I start questioning whether I matter to them in the same way they matter to me. My mind begins to overthink, and I start wondering if they really value our connection or if I’m just another person in their life.
One of the hardest things about being emotionally involved is that I sometimes expect too much from the other person. Since I invest so much emotionally, I start to hope that they will feel the same way about me and give me the same attention and care that I give them. But when those expectations aren’t met, it often leads to disappointment and sadness. I want them to understand exactly how much I care and want them to show the same level of commitment, but it’s not always fair to place those kinds of expectations on someone else.
This emotional struggle can be draining, and often, it leads to tears. I cry because I feel like I can’t control my emotions, and when things don’t go the way I expect, the pain feels even more intense. It’s not just sadness – it’s the overwhelming feeling of caring too much and not knowing how to deal with the fact that things might not be as perfect as I want them to be. It’s like being stuck between the joy of being close to someone and the pain of unspoken expectations and the fear of being hurt.
Lovesickness in these moments feels like a mixture of happiness and heartbreak. It’s an emotional tug-of-war where the love and care I feel for someone are constantly battling with the insecurities, jealousy, and expectations that I struggle to manage. It’s a complicated feeling that can take a toll on my peace of mind, but it also helps me realize how important it is to find a balance between caring for others and taking care of my own emotional well-being.


Lovesickness Understanding the Symptoms and Finding Solutions



Solutions for Overcoming Lovesickness:

Overcoming lovesickness can be one of the hardest challenges, especially when you’ve deeply invested emotionally in someone. I can relate to how painful it feels when you’re apart from someone you care about. At first, it was difficult for me to tolerate the distance. I couldn’t stop thinking about that person and the memories we shared. Every little thing reminded me of them, and it felt like the pain would never end. The heartache seemed unbearable, and I kept focusing on the past, replaying every moment and wondering why things didn’t turn out the way I hoped.
But over time, I realized that I was making the situation harder than it had to be. The more I thought about it, the more I made the pain worse. I was holding on to the past and letting it control my emotions, which kept me stuck in that same painful cycle. Slowly, I started to understand that in order to move forward, I needed to let go of those constant thoughts and stop obsessing over what was no longer in my control.
One of the first things I decided to do was to keep myself busy. It wasn’t easy at first, but by staying occupied with other things – work, hobbies like I always loved to watch movies, so I started to do that, also spending time with family and friends – I gave my mind something else to focus on. I stopped letting my thoughts consume me, and it became easier to stop dwelling on the past. Keeping busy helped me find a sense of normalcy again, and the more I did it, the less I thought about the person and the situation.
Besides staying busy, I also started practicing some other strategies that helped me cope. First, I began writing down my feelings. Writing allowed me to express my emotions in a way that didn’t overwhelm me. It helped me process what I was feeling without getting lost in it. I also realized that I needed to stop blaming myself for everything that went wrong. Sometimes, lovesickness can make us feel like we're the problem, but in reality, it’s a part of life, and sometimes things just don’t work out the way we expect.
Another important step for me was focusing on self-care. I started paying more attention to my own needs, whether it was exercising, eating better, or simply resting. Taking care of my body and mind helped me feel stronger and more in control of my emotions. I also found that talking to people who cared about me was healing. Sharing my thoughts with trusted friends or family members helped me feel supported, and their advice often gave me a new perspective.
Lastly, I had to remind myself that time heals. It didn’t happen overnight, but as the days passed, I noticed the pain starting to fade. The more I focused on moving forward, the less I thought about that person and the stronger I became. While lovesickness can be hard, I learned that by giving myself time and space to heal, I could slowly but surely overcome it.
In the end, what helped me most was accepting that moving on wasn’t a quick fix – it was a process. It was about choosing to let go of the past and focusing on building a better future for myself. By keeping busy, taking care of myself, talking to others, and being patient, I found my way out of the pain and into a place where I could breathe again and embrace life fully.




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